Dear... Acting The Same
Why I act the same with everyone:
1. I’m afraid of falling in love because my first love broke me.
2. I’m over sensitive to others’ pain.
3. I can feel others
4. I make scenarios in my head of the worst and believe it.
5. I know nothing lasts
6. I always hope someone better will fill my gap
7. I love being alone/ independent
8. I’m good at playing games but I don’t won’t to hurt anyone.
9. My inner self is a mess, devastated ruin
10. If they want more, they’ll tell me directly
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But do I act the same with them, or do I just have to talk to everyone so the one I like or love won’t realize?
I do try to spend time with them, but ignorance kills me inside so I’m not gonna show it.
Do I remember everything but don’t want to put my badge on them?
Am I the worst enemy to myself?
Nobody knows. Nobody loves me. There is God and me. Crowds of people passing by, never looking back.
And this is enough. I’m thankful!