Dear... Geords
I've wrote to you here before, 'Someone I trusted'. Someday I will be brave enough to show you these letters.
It’s been 5 months now since I left and I still want you, more than just lust, you know that though.
It helps that I am 10,000 miles away from you, I don't hurt as much anymore.
But I want you to know I love you.
I don't want to. I don't choose to love you. I didn't decide for this. It just is.
I know you will never love me back and that’s ok.
Life isn't always fair, I can deal with that now.
I wish you will be happy someday.
I wish you will find true love again and let go of your past.
I wish I could take your hurt away for you.
Take care Geords.