Dear... Brother
I miss you. When you died I think I died a little. A part of my soul broke and I’m pretty sure it’s never come back.
You were my unofficial brother but I wish you were my blood family.
Thank you for standing shoulder to shoulder with me when no one else would. Thank you for never ever giving up on me even though I had given up on myself.
I will always have our memories that no one else shares to keep me smiling.
I did it though,
I came off drugs, I stopped messing around and got serious. I met a man - a good man with the best heart in the world and he knows every deep dark secret and loves me the way any person dreams of being loved.
I believe you had something to do with that.
I love you brother. You are with me always.