Dear... Feeling Lost
I have lost so much this year - my self control, friends, my dignity and nearly my life.
I know what I have to do, but it's so hard to break away from that dark cloud that has consumed me.
I feel so lost and so alone, but that's my doing, by pushing people away that are important to me. The only person to blame is myself for making poor choices and ultimately paying the price for my screw ups, but I can't help myself from making those same mistakes over and over again.