Dear... You Hurt Me
As I lay here sobbing, I ask myself: Why couldn’t you leave me alone? I was doing fine without you. I didn’t need you, the time I wasted on you. The smiles. The nights. The hugs. The tears. It wasn't worth it. Why did you have to do this to me? I don’t understand. You can’t say what you said and act like you did and tell me it was all a lie. I trusted you. I believed you. I can’t even begin to express my feelings. I am so hurt. Confused. Angry. Upset. I don’t wanna live. It’s your fault. You messed me up so much. I gave so much. Only to get back that it was a lie. This is the worst. The pain you caused me. Indescribable. Why me? Why anyone at all? You just couldn't keep it to yourself. Could you. Now you’re fine and I want to stop living. A person should not even to make someone else feel like that. Absolutely horrible. I hope you learn. And I’ll be better than ever. I can’t wait. Just wait.