Dear... B
B, I miss you man. I miss you so much. I just feel that life was easier with you around. I could tell you things and you could tell me things... It just doesn’t fit into place that we’re long gone.
I wish I could just snatch it all back and do it all over again. I miss you.
I'm scared.
You've been with someone else.
It hurts to see it. I could barely believe it. I guess I'm writing all this on here because I have baggage. I need to shed some weight.
After a couple years have gone by, I still care, I still see you around every now and then. But I can't stand the sight of you anymore.
I can't remember the sound of your voice.
Maybe it was the chemistry or the history that was between us.
So as for this, I'm sorry for the rejection I gave you. Sorry for everything I've put you through.
I wish we just got through.
The nights are still long and dark.
I fear that I'll be the one alone.
I fear that I'll be sleeping alone for the rest of my life.
I don't cry anymore. I haven’t cried for some time.
It hurts to shed a tear, even one. I can’t seem to cry more than a few, it feels like fire.
I don’t know if I could ever really tell you how I actually cared. I don’t know if love would’ve been the word.
I just hope for the best.
I love you, B.