Dear... JF
I'm writing this letter because I wanted to let you know how much you mean to me.
You caught my eye ever since I came across you. I was secretly glad each time you contacted me. I don't know why you kept in touch with me. I wasn't sure why you asked me to listen to 'Lost Stars'. You told me the lyrics were beautiful. Did you want me to think you were interested in me or was it because the lyrics are actually good? I'll never know. Anyway, not wanting to get too attached and make a fool of myself, I kept my distance and for some reason you kept yours too. However, over the years, I found myself wanting to catch a glimpse of you in college or receive one of your rare text messages.
I know we haven't gotten too personal and we don't really know much about each other. In fact, we have had no contact for 2 years. Yet, I believe I have fallen for you. I've never felt this way towards anyone before. I've had such emotions towards you for the past 5 years. I've tried my best to forget you and find some reason to hate you. I've terribly failed at it and my love for you has only intensified.
I feel like an idiot as I write this, but I wanted to let it out as it has been hurting me severely. It's probably a good thing that I don't have the guts to open up to you directly. I dream of a future together, yet, deep inside I know you deserve better. I pray and wish you have a happy life. You'll always have someone wishing you the best.