Dear... Sam
You've probably forgotten about this but I have not.
I wanted to tie up loose ends and apologize to you.
I never was the best to you. I am a coward and I’m sorry I didn’t apologize until now.
You know when you really, really want to be wanted? And validated? That was very much me with you. I lied a lot about myself to you. I was so embarrassed of who I was. And I realized that’s not how it should be. And the way I handled it was pretty shitty.
I thought about you a lot afterwards and it was something that kind of stayed with me.
Goodbye.