Dear... Mr. Honey Bear
Having you in my life as my best friend, my love and my partner is a blessing. As always I am grateful that you are with me, you stood with me during my tough times. I know how much I have troubled you with my depression and anxiety, yet you refused to budge. You stood by my side always. My question is why do you love me so much? What did I do to get such love from you?
You always said that people found you ugly and unlikeable, I don't know why would you say that? I haven't seen such an intelligent yet attractive man ever. Your deep voice makes me relaxed. You don't even have to use words for your beautiful dark brown eyes speak volumes. And those dimples that form when you smile makes my heart happy. I am in love with how you are, how you look like. I embrace you and your qualities both positive and negative. Oh and you smell like french fries, you smell like heaven!
You don't judge me by my looks and prefer the way I am even though I can be pretty stupid at times. Your dedication toward our relationship is praiseworthy because you genuinely try to solve a problem and not run away. We are partners but I feel like you are my someone I am married to (well you call me your soul wife, so...)
You do remember how bad my mental condition was when you found me. How broken my self-esteem was because of an abusive relationship I was in where I was made to feel like shit. I am getting better because you singlehandedly mended me. When my anxiety increases, you always know what to say to make me calm down. Funny thing is, you don't even get pissed at me, never ever. Seeing and talking to you daily makes my day brighter and night peaceful. People say that I am dependant on you and that you might leave me one day. So what? If we have to break off we will but that certainly doesn't mean the friendship will be broken as well. Gosh, I sound like a teenager in love even though I am in my late twenties. To be honest, I can see a future with you. I can see you being my lazy ass husband and I am your lazy ass wife. I can picture us with our future kids and it's such a beautiful dream you know.
Anyway, you already know how I feel for you as I never lie or hide things from you. I even wrote you a letter which might have made you cringe but I don't care, because everything I said was the ultimate truth. Thank you, my soul hubby, for being with me and showing me not every man is a piece of trash. Thank you for being you! Thank you for loving me. I love you, my dear!