Dear... Narcissists, Enablers And Flying Monkeys
Years ago, you tried to destroy me. Instead of treating me the way you would want to be treated, you treated me as though I were trash. I don't know if your behavior was due to being racist or jealous, but either way people foolishly took your side over mine and my life was nearly destroyed.
I didn't appreciate the gaslighting or smear campaigns against me. I didn't appreciate you guys doing and saying things on purpose that you knew would hurt me trying to get a reaction out of me. I didn't appreciate the rumors and false assumptions made in response to my so-called actions. I didn't appreciate you guys bringing strife into my relationships and ultimately breaking them up. Obviously, none of you ever stopped to think about the fact that your actions and words can really damage a person. You better hope and pray none of you or your kids ever have to face the same things that nearly destroyed me because that will be the only way you can experience empathy.
Yes, I made bad decisions and mistakes. No, it wasn't planned nor am I proud of it. No, none of you had the right to judge me because you had your own skeletons which will tumble out. It was very shocking indeed to find out you all were faking the entire relationship because this definitely wasn't overnight. By the way, provoking someone with PTSD is not only stupid, but it's dangerous. Someone could have gotten hurt or worse and it would have been your fault.
But guess what? You didn't kill me. I'm better and stronger than ever. The people in my life today are true friends who love me and tell me the truth. Today I'm done hating all of you for wasting my time, energy and money. Today, I forgive you and hope God will have mercy on you even though you didn't show me any. Today, I choose to be better than you and not behave like you. Peace.