Dear... The Boy I Will Always Love
You hurt me more than anyone else has, you torn me down but brought me back up so many times, I can’t see myself with anyone but you.
I miss all of our stupid laughs, the laughs that made us fall to the ground, all of them. I would do anything in the world to spend one more night knowing it would be the last.
I know you more than anyone, my boy - you were my boy. I fell for you so hard but in the shortest amount of time. I fell for the sweetest boy who had to impress every parent he met. I fell for the sensitive boy. The ¨if I win this 8 ball I get a kiss¨ boy. The boy who knew EVERYTHING. Every little detail about animals. I fell for the boy who stayed up all night to talk to me on school nights. The boy who asked every question to get to know me. The boy who has a soft spot for romantic movies. The freaking ginger. My ginger. I fell so hard for you. I looked forward to your hugs before and after school, and the weekends that we got to hangout. I miss your cuddles and your kisses. The nights you laid your head on my lap while I ran my fingers through your hair until you would fall asleep.
You have changed and I miss the old you.
I’m sorry for any pain I’ve put you through and I hope you are doing ok.
I love you with my whole heart, dork.