Dear... Heart
It’s been so many years that I have been hurting and crying, but this dark heaviness in the center of my chest won't go away. It has affected everything in my life, every little thing.
It's not that I’m not trying to get rid of it, but it’s been so hard. I have done everything humanly possible to get rid of it. Maybe it’s the only thing that's keeping me together.
Maybe if it's not there I will be a far worse person, or maybe someday I will be happy. I don't know if I will ever have the answer to this. t
Thinking positive and manifesting and praying and concentrating are just words.
I am not even sad anymore, I am just numb somehow it's worse.
I hope whoever reads this knows that it's okay.