Dear... Someone I Wish Who Cared
I feel so stupid. Am I really that deprived of attention?
Reality slapped me hard.
No. One. Gives. A. Damn. About. Me.
I decided to deactivate all my social media accounts, including the dump ones. It has been like that for over 3 days now and not one person has bothered to message me...
I know, we all have our own shit to deal with, I understand that, but I just wish there was at least one person out there who would notice my sudden absence... to ask if I'm doing okay. But no one did.
I hate it when I'm needy. I hate it when I want consolation and company but I don't have the guts to ask for it. I can tell if someone's not doing so well and I do the honors of initiating the conversation.
I just wish I had another me in my life.
I wish someone cared for me like how I care.
I know this is all emotional and I know what to do actually, but for some reason, I don't wanna be rational.
I'm tired of consoling myself alone.
For once, I need another human being to lean on... even just one.