Dear... My First Love And Soulmate
Where do I start? Our connection is something I didn't prepare myself for.
You and I have something so special that both of us are terrified to break or mess up.
I want nothing more than to run to you because with you I feel connected to the earth as though nothing can take the smile off my face.
The time we spent alone, our interactions, I will always hold close to me.
You were the first man to ever show me what true love is and I think our life, if we lived together, would be a fairytale.
When you dated her over me it tore me apart. I felt numb, my world came crashing down and I felt as though my emotions were belittled and thrown on the ground. I felt naive and as though my head and heart had failed me.
Love didn't exist after you chose the girl that I couldn't stand. All I want is an answer, why her?
Then, against everything, you declared that you felt the connection between us. If you felt it why did you still choose her?
I still and always will love you, I just feel as though the world has given me signs to stay away from you but also run into your arms, where I truly do feel the happiest.
I hope I get my answers but know my heart will always be yours. I know you are my soulmate and will find your way back to me.
Life is a test, let’s pass it together...