Dear... J, Girl From The Internet
I am very tired and confused. I’ve had romantic feelings for same gender people before, but I always tried to suppress it. I am overjoyed to see your every like, comment and message.
I have such strange, strong feelings for you and I know it's childish because we only know each other across a screen. You told me that I am dear to you, and since then I've been even happier, but sadder too.
You are such a sweet and lovely person and I can't stop thinking about you, and it's kills me. If I tell you these things, our friendship would probably end, so I'll just write it here.