Dear... My Chinese Sun
It has been a month, and I still feel the same for you. I still miss you. I still long for you. Those memories still felt like yesterday.
I can still remember the shape of your eyes, and face; the way you smile and the way you smell. It felt like the feelings have grown bigger than expected even though we haven't even talked or seen each other for almost a month now. I still feel happy reminiscing what happened between us.
I am not asking you to love me back. I am not asking you to feel the same way. I do not wish for you to come to me and tell me you feel the same way. I wouldn't like it if you made a move too. What I really want is just to feel this happiness. Just please, let me keep this happiness a little more, a little longer. Just give me a month more, and I promise, I will forget about you and every feeling that I have. It may sound childish but you made me happy. You have no idea how much you lifted my spirit and confidence. I am really grateful.
I miss you. A lot.
I wish you nothing but happiness.