Dear... Universe
I feel stuck.
I have found the man I want to spend the rest of my life with. We've had a wonderful couple years together. First as friends and then as lovers. My other half.
However, he's finally confessed the recent change in him is because he wants to end his life. He has a plan and I might not have much time with him. I’ve done everything I can to make sure this doesn't happen but because nothing has been done YET a lot of "help" can't help him.
I don't know who I’m writing to. I’m not sure if you're feeling the same way but there are people who love you and want you to stay.
I am already in shambles with the thought that I possibly would have to live the rest of my life without the man I want to marry and that there's noting I can do to change it. It's extremely unfair. He's my best friend.
If you're ever feeling this way please seek help. I promise you that someone somewhere would be crushed without you. I’m currently grieving someone who's still alive because I don't know what could happen at any moment. I love you.