Dear... Someone
I feel so unloved. I know I am loved by my family and hopefully the people I see on the day to day. I have this weird deep down belief that if I were to leave this earth right now not that many people would care. Even though I know this is not true, I just keep telling myself this. I guess I feel that way because I don’t really have a deep connection with anyone right now. I crave a deeper connection with someone platonically or romantically. I just want someone who cares not only about me but about how I am feeling, who wants to hear my nerdy rants and I guess someone to trauma dump to.
I am trying to make deeper connections with people but it is hard for me. I’m going to keep trying though, I have to for my own sake. In the meantime I am thinking about going back to therapy just so I can have someone to talk to (as sad as it sounds lol). Anywho hope you are having a great day and I really hope you have good people in your life