Dear... Dad
Why?
Why'd you break me like this?
I mean, I’m thankful because it made me who I am today, but I hate you for doing this to me.
I can’t feel, yet I feel too much at the same time. You were supposed to show me how a princess was supposed to be treated. Instead, you taught me to think that I should be treated like trash.
I wish I could say that you’re the only reason I feel this empty inside, except it’s mom too, it’s the people at school too, it’s boys too.
I don’t think I believe in love anymore. I don’t trust anyone, but I also trust people too much. It’s like I can't be one person; I have these different sides of me to protect myself from being hurt again. And the worst part is that you abandoned me, yet you’re still here. You’ve gone missing as a father and have been replaced by the shell of a man that you are today.
If you left my life for good, I honestly feel guilty to say that I wouldn’t cry. I’d put on a sad face to not seem like the emotionless person you made me, but really I’d be happy. Happy I’d never have to see you again.