Dear... Best Fri(no end)
I'm so so sorry.
I'm sorry for saying I don't want to talk to you anymore. I really do. I wish I could.
Talking doesn't help. At all. We talk so much about us. It doesn't help. I think we're falling apart, you don't. You think... thought... everything was perfect. We were the happy, nice besties everyone could wish for. Some people did. But it started to fall apart.
We used to be amazing. Talking felt like a gift. A present. Every second... no, hour. We talked for hours. Every hour was a gift, a feeling. Butterflies and flowers, rainbows, hearts, sparkles. That's what I felt talking to you.
Then I got feelings, then I confessed, then we got together, then you told me you never loved me, then I took a break away, then your friends messaged me about how YOU are hurt. What did you think I felt?
But that's not anything for our friendship. That wouldn't ruin it. We were amazingly close. So what? Maybe how we started becoming different. Completely different from our old selves. Who knows...
But I want to talk about what happened today. I'm so so sorry for suddenly leaving. I am just so tired of talking, it not meaning anything. Arguing about everything. It hurt. And I didn't mean to hurt you.
Do you even care? About me? Our friendship?
It hurts to lose someone. Someone who was my... I don't know... My person. You were my person. It hurts. So. Much. I've cried so hard. It feels like the fri thing was just a stupid joke. Maybe G was right. I can't make you like me. Some friendships just aren't meant to be.
So I'm sorry. Just... Please don't forget all of the amazing, nice time we've had. I'm sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Sorry. Please forgive me. °
I love you, I always will, always have. Nothing will make me change my feelings. I will never, and I swear on God, my mother, father and my life, that I will never stop loving you, and I will never forget you, or us.
You will always be my person.
I love you.