Dear... My Loving Best Friend
Love is truly amazing, isn't it?
Sometimes, it will come your way unexpectedly. I can't believe that it all started with just one greet on my birthday and everything started from there.
It's truly amazing how we've become closer than we were in high school. Somehow, I feel like you've been loving me from afar for a while now. But there's one wish that I've asked; how I wish you'd come back to my life sooner.
I probably would've been better if you did; you're probably not meeting the anxious me, the depressed me who fakes everything up at this point.
Yet, I still thank you a lot for everything, for all of what you've done for me so far. Thank you for listening to making me happy, from trying to show me what you feel for me, to sticking with me every day despite our distance.
I'm sorry but I must admit that I can only stay on what we have. Although I would tell you, mahal na din Kita; but I cannot leave him. I don't want to do the same mistake again, like him to me.
If you can only be the happiness and change you've given me since we talked, you would be proud of yourself. I blame myself for this stupid decision but I have to face reality, we are more than 7000 miles away from each other. I love you, I wanna choose you. Gusto kita sa tabi ko, I don't know why. I even told myself I won't restart again after this relationship. But I guess you did a magic to me effortlessly.