Dear... N
It's not f**ing fair. How come she gets you? And how come you get to be the one happy with a new girl after dumping me, while I sit here distraught thinking about it?
And of course it's the girl that you said you had nothing going on with... and I believed you... I don't think you even realize how screwed up it is what you did to me.
And I know it's pathetic that I'm still upset a year later, but I can't help feeling that you were the one I was meant to be with. If I could just go back in time and fix what happened maybe things could have been different and I could have been the one still in the goofy pictures with you. But of course life doesn't work that way. So for now, I'll just sit here and cry about what could have been.