Dear... The One I Never Noticed
Thoughts of you to me are torture,
A different kind of torment.
Like a seagull trap in a log,
floating in an ocean covered with downpour.
Caught myself repeating the memories we had,
Thousands of it I've taken for granted.
"If only" — two words inhabit a million times in my mind.
Now I'm wonderstruck by sorrow.
Here and now, you became my wildest dream.
That I long to revive and relive everything.
But how can one concede—
A lost serendipity that was long forgotten.
I've pondered far enough inside my own thoughts,
I've swum across the deepest lake of remorse.
And whether or not, a shooting star may fall,
Let the universe grant my merely wishful thinking.
I'd like to kiss the reality of being next to you.
Feel your breathing and pour you out my heart.
I'd wish to embrace the unspoken words,
And hear you say my name once again.
I'd desire to feel the puzzle of jittery feelings,
And let my self drown in your existence.
To the guy I never noticed...
I'm sorry I never noticed how beautiful your smile was.
I'm sorry I never noticed how the waves vibrate in me when you stare at me.
I'm sorry I never noticed how you held my heart when it was wounded.
I'm sorry I never noticed how your presence made everything surreal.
I'm sorry I didn't see you.
I'm sorry I am a decade late.