Dear... Green
I miss you so much.
I can't even tell anyone, no one is nearly as close to me as they used to be. Maybe it's because you're not here anymore. I'm not really certain of anything anymore. My bed's always empty though. Always. Her head lays where yours did but when I roll over to face the wall she turns away. She's not you.
I know I'm the one who messed up but I feel better knowing I apologized. Apparently you were too "arrogant".
I've heard your songs. Everyone has. You've made it so big, and I'm so proud of my baby. You've done so well. You deserve everything.
I can't bring myself to talk to you anymore because the sound of your voice hurts too much. The songs match with the voicemail you left me. That's not the voicemail everyone cares about. You really are an arrogant son of a bitch though aren't you? I can't believe you got mad at me for not wanting to confront it. I shouldn't be angry about it. You were always too good, to me and everyone. They treated you like shit yet you never shut up about all that kindness stuff.
You are too pure for this world Haz.
I know you don't love me anymore but god I miss you so much.