Dear... The Boy In My Math Class
I hate you! But also I love you more than anyone on this earth!
It feels like every time we get closer, you just end up pushing me away again. It's the same old cycle. You start liking me, I figure it out and finally let my guard down around you, and then you disappear out of nowhere.
Are you scared? Do you not actually have feelings for me? Is this all some weird joke to you and your friends?
Please, just give me something to work with.