Dear... The One Who Stopped Trying
There's so much I want to say.
I've been typing for over 20 minutes, and whenever I think I’m ready to submit, I delete everything.
I never stopped loving you, I hope you know that. It’s been so long since we last spoke, it’s weird. I thought you were my forever... and in a way... I want to believe that you are.
God, I hope you feel the same way too. We didn't exactly end on good terms and I wish you didn't let me go. But it was for the best, I guess. We were young, we were trying to find our place in the world, trying to become the better versions of ourselves.
I hope we cross paths again when the time is right.
I still have dreams about you. There are times when I feel like something’s wrong, like you're not okay. I want to reach out but it doesn't feel like the right time.
Do you still think about me the way I think about you?
I hope you've grown into the amazing person I always knew you'd be.
My thoughts are all over the place and I don't know what else to say.
I hope we can sit down at a coffee shop and catch up.