Dear... Chance
I loved receiving the opportunities I did. I just wasn't ready at all when they crossed my path, so I squandered them. I had fun, but ultimately missed my window. Now I get to look back my entire life as I get wiser and the mistakes appear as more simple, painful, and obvious.
I don't know what would be worse, living knowing I blew my only chance, or never having had one at all. I'm trying my best to live with it.