Dear... Craig
13 Nov 2019
The reason - hoobastank
Hi ex... panget ka pa rin, naalala lang kita sa kanta. natigil ako sa pagbasa nung tumugtog yan sa radyo kanina. don't worry di na kita aabalahin. di ko 'to isesend sayo. alam ko naman nang di na tayo magkakabalikan despite the promises made. sana masaya ka ngayon...
Really. Thanks pala... for being the reason.
On random occasions, naaalala kita. Usually kapag natutulala ako o kapag nakakarinig ako ng love songs katulad kanina. di lahat ng love songs though haha, just the ones I haven't heard in a long time. Sorry sana di mo nakakagat labi mo. To be honest, I'm not sure how I feel about you and about everything we had, right now... sometimes I smile, sometimes I frown, sometimes I cross my brows and try to avoid the fleeting thoughts...
naalala ko yung ating last encounter. You told me that you wanted us to remain at peace with each other kahit na wala na tayo. you know what, I'm starting to feel it. I don't see your name often or think about you consciously, but every time I get to, you just seem like a distant memory. like a childhood past, yung naaalala mo yung nangyari at yung feeling pero alam mong malayo na yun. sadyang sa case mo, tinatry ko pang icontrol yung vividness ng memories. I just hope someday I won't be bothered anymore by these thoughts. kaya ko 'to sinusulat right now because it's been bugging me. I hope someday when I remember our past, I hope I can just shrug it off easily and not be bothered like this.
It's my 21st birthday tomorrow and I think I still have a lot to work on with myself. balak ko bumalik sa pag-aaral next year, and at the same time, maghahanap ako ng sideline. I'm gonna try to lessen my family's burdens. Also, balak kong... makahanap ng someone... I won't force it though, I just want someone to be with me my whole life... a partner, parang buddy ganern... I know it sounds pretty dumb and girly, but when my parents are gone, I just want someone by my side still... and possibly, kids... haha. there's still a lot of things I want to do. I can't wait...
By the way, pala, I wouldn't mind if someday, mameet ko si aaliyah.
From... g
13 Nov 2019 The reason - hoobastank
Hi ex… You're still ugly, I just remembered you in the song. I was stuck reading that radio game a while ago. Don't worry about your face, I don't mind you. I know that we will never come back despite the promises made. Hope you are happy now...
Really. Thanks pala… for the being the reason.
On random occasions, I remember you. Usually when I'm talking or when I hear love songs like before. In all the love songs though haha, just the ones I haven't heard in a long time. I'm sorry you couldn't bite your lip. To be honest, I'm not sure how I feel about you and about everything we had, right now... sometimes I smile, sometimes I frown, sometimes I cross my brows and try to avoid the fleeting thoughts...
I remember our last encounter. You told me that you wanted us to remain at peace with each other even when we are gone. You know what, I'm starting to feel it. I don't see your name often or think about you consciously, but every time I get to, you just seem like a distant memory. Like a childhood past, you remember what happened and the feeling but you know it's far away. Especially in your case, I still feel the control of the vividness of memories. I just hope someday I won't be bothered anymore by these thoughts. That’s why I’m writing right now because it’s been bugging me. I hope someday when I remember our past, I hope I can just shrug it off easily and not be bothered like this.
It's my 21st birthday tomorrow and I think I still have a lot to work on with myself. I intend to return to school next year, and at the same time, I’ll look for sideline work. I'm gonna try to lessen my family's burdens. Also, I intend to… find someone. I won’t force it though, I just want someone to be with me my whole life... a partner, like a buddy… I know it sounds pretty dumb and girly, but when my parents are gone, I just want someone by my side still... and possibly, kids... haha. There's still a lot of things I want to do. I can't wait...
By the way, pala, I wouldn't mind if someday I sang Aaliyah.