Dear... Shade Of Blue
Using this platform has helped me cope with the loss of you. I think about you every day, just by looking at something or hearing a soothing piano background, like I always do.
When will I ever hear from you again? Never? That seems to be the case and it breaks my heart, it truly does. I still remember the first time you said you loved me, you were drunk and I didn't believe a word you said, plus I was scared. Later on you said that it wasn't a mistake and that you did love me. My heart skipped a beat and I felt like I was flying, everything was great, we were great.
Whenever I go back to those days I can't help but wonder how would things be right now. I'd be waiting for that wonderful sound that let me know you had reached out to me. You brought a smile to my face countless times, but everything went downhill with you.
I miss you so much and my feelings for you haven't changed one bit. What you did broke my heart, but why is it that the broken pieces still love you as if nothing was wrong? So please, reach out to me, in any way that is possible. I just want to forget and keep on with my life, but I feel like that won't be possible until we talk about this.