Dear... Myself
Hey dear,
Are you okay?
Live is tough, right?
You want to give up sometimes, right?
You're tired of everything, right?
You just want to sleep and don't want to wake up again, right?
You're sick, right?
I'm not okay.
Study is tough with exams and assignments and everything.
My body feel so tired, I always feel like I'm sick.
My heart aches so much and I am in so much pain.
I want to tell people about it,
Yet when I tell them they treat it as nothing and say it’s all my fault.
I'm sick mom,
My head and heart hurt so much.
Sometimes I want to scream because of the pain that I feel.
I’m tired of everything and sometimes I want to give up.
I want to take sleeping pills and just sleep.
I don't want to wake up again.
Why has no one ever asked me if I'm okay?
Why, when I said I’m not okay, do you guys always say it is nothing?
Why?
I'm human too.
I'm hurting.
Please, I just want to live as who I am.
Can't I?