Dear... Josh
I never expected to have any feelings for you.
We began a great friendship that I cherish. We connected, and I feel that in another world we would become something more.
I hate that I like you, I hate that you're married. I hate that you gave me this tiny hope. I hate that I feel so f**king stupid after our tryst. I hate that I cant text you just to talk. I'm afraid of what the f**k our friendship turned into.
I don’t know. I don't know. I don't know. F**k.
All I know is I like you and I don't know what to do with these feelings. I'm not stupid, I know theres no happy ending for us. I just wish there was.