Dear... E
I'm not married because I've only ever wanted to marry one person. It's been 10 years and I still miss you. We have both changed in all the ways we needed to change back then, but you're so far away, and you did get married, and I might as well be. Though I won't. I know it's best this way for the kids... but if you ever leave her or she leaves you, I hope we get another chance.
When you come for me, I will be ready. I am tired of being without you. I have to believe that somehow, someday, we will be together again, where we belong. We would figure it out. There's just no one else for me. It's you.
I am sorry I didn't see it sooner, and maybe it's too late, but as long as I live I will never give up hope.
You know that saying, "It's better to have loved and lost?" I'm not so sure about that.