Dear... My Future Self
I hope you are better than now. Whatever that means to you in the next years of your life. I hope you improved at art and the many other interests in your future life. I hope you are mentally stable with a husband and kids to take care of and love.
Getting over your fears and anxiety will take time for my current self but I will do my best for you. Our family is chaotic right now. They don't know that you love them. Your best friend... will hopefully still be there with you and you guys can grow old throughout the years towards old age.
I wish the best for you but I know you must rely on me to thrive in this toxic environment. I am trying, but it’s a struggle for me because I'm not doing my best and for that, I am sorry. Motivation is a hard emotion for me but we both know that.
Over the years please gain a fashion sense. That will probably help us find someone to love. Although, if they do not like you as you currently are they do not need to be in your life. Constructive criticism is ok, belittling is not.
I just want you to be happier and closer to God.